Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Goodbye my August

Arrgghhhh............!!! We have finally come to the last day of August. Why? Why do u have to go so fast? How can u just leave us here like this....so helpless? Is it that u have a date with Mr. July?

I wish I have the power to stop u from going off so soon...as I will definitely miss u...

Just dont know why...it seemed like I didnt do anything in this whole of August. I eat, sleep, walk, sit, write, go shopping like normal, but I just dont feel that I'm using the time to the fullest. I supposed my life in August was like a dream...a dream full of colors!

Anyway,that's the end for the last blog for this month. Big hope for the coming September!



Merdeka!

It's your birthday!
HAPPY 47TH BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!!!

I'm so proud to be a MALAYSIAN...love you always~!

Monday, August 30, 2004

As time goes by......

Whoa….time slipped by in just a blink of eyes. It’s time to say goodbye to the month of August 2004. Didn’t know if u realize that this month seemed to be a very short month. It seemed the days in August passed in a faster pace than it used to be.

It’s so strange that time passes really fast nowadays. Very often people complain of running out of time. It’s just like 24 hours a day is far not enough for use to get everything in life done. I wonder if there are more than 24 hours in a day, how will our life be? Will it be an easier one?

I personally think that 24 hours in a day is quite enough at this moment, although sometimes I do wish for more. I don’t think that having more than 24 hours in a day will make my life any better, as I might be lazy to get things done in time as I know that there is still plenty of time behind. I understand that ‘Procrastination is the thief of time’, but if I have more time, I’m sure I’ll be doing things in a slow manner, which is bad, I know.

More time means more chances for me to waste time, haha. I will be wasting time by getting involved in other unimportant things and events. Hence, I will fail to complete the tasks given to me.

I’m not saying that more hours in a day is no good, but if one is given less time for a certain task, I think he will handle it in a more effective manner, as he has to compete against the time.

I’m sure many of you wont agree with me, but please don’t get mad after reading this, as I’m just writing whatever that comes to my mind, no offence! For those of you who are racing against the time, I will have to say sorry about that and on top of that, I wish you good luck!

Oh yea…before I forget….Happy 47th Birthday to Malaysia! Merdeka! \^_^/

Sunday, August 29, 2004

放 開~

Sorry but for this, I have to write it in mandarin.


球鞋帶我盲目地跑 風在飄 我也想這樣干脆把你忘掉
累的時候才聽到 自己的心跳 還且聽到 你的頻道
公車載我迷惘的繞 淚在掉 下一站能不能把你丟掉
到終點時才想到 你每個擁抱 我都藏好 不讓人知道
迷糊地睡了一覺 你的電話變成空號
空白著今天的日記 把自己蒸發掉也好
沒有了你 空氣越來越稀薄

以為已放開 已放開給你的愛
自己一個人 置身事外 剪一個新瀏海
甩一甩 只要你別回過頭來
我可以一直這樣假裝地釋懷
一直放不开 放不開你给的愛
自己一個人 置身事外 剪一個新瀏海
甩一甩 只要你別回過頭來
我可以一直這樣假裝地釋懷

屈強地等你轉身消失人海

-from the song <放開> by Mirai

這則歌詞對我來說是富有意思的。它述說了我的遭遇,貼切地道出深藏於我心中的感受,并充分地表達出我的心情。我不曾聽過這首歌,更不曉得它的存在。當我悉讀它時,我被那似成相似的故事背景給嚇恍了。怎么可能會有這麼一首歌......我感動得差點哭了!

這歌詞是朋友見我還對某人某事放不下的情況摘錄給我的。我非常感激這位朋友對我的關懷。唯有她才看得透我。對于她的好意,我給予萬分感謝。

Saturday, August 28, 2004

On how life is....

Oh well…it’s been a long time I didn’t write for this blog. Just cant think of anything to write….but at the same time, my life has been very boring too.

I have always wondered: how is other people’s life like? Is it always full of excitement? Or is it very dull?

I am not quite sure on how my life is, to be honest. Sometimes I feel like I’m leading a happy and interesting life: I have what I want; I have no shortage of nice wardrobe, accessories, shoes,….and money as well (for this moment); I have a bunch of good friends to hang out with; I got to go shopping whenever I like (and of course not just window-shopping); I can buy anything I like; I don’t have to work and yet I get pocket money,…..etc.

No, dont get me wrong, I’m not trying to be exaggerating here, but it’s true. To many people, it seems my life is a perfect one, I am the lucky one who has a wonderful life that many people would wish for. But you see, I am just enjoying the comforts and pleasures of my material possessions, which many of my friends envy of.

Maybe you will think that I’m not contented with my life. But I just don’t know why-sometimes I just don’t feel happy as I should be. I have always feeling down for many unknown reasons. There are just too many problems bothering me, be it family problems, personal problems, or studies problems.

It’s just so precise of what the fortune teller has told me. He told me that my life in this year is full of enjoyment, but on the other hand, there are still loads of sad moments awaiting me.

Sorry for me being superstitious. I just cant help but to agree with the fortune teller. I cant do anything but to hope for a better tomorrow. Really wish that I can overcome all the difficulties ahead of me.

Friday, August 20, 2004

Think before u act

yea...always think before u act...no matter what...

Yes...it's no harm to reveal ur feelings towards someone,but....HEY!think twice, or thrice, before u act,cos u wouldnt want to hurt that special someone, or even anyone by ur own lousy,stupid actings....

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Forget him not

He once brought me to the world of happiness
He once invited me to his warm embrace

He defined to me the meaning of love
He made me realize that I’m not alone

What a sweet picture it formed...

Unfortunately…
He left without giving any reasons
Leaving me behind with tears all the time

Now I promise to myself
I must be survived from his love
I must not lock myself up in a dreary room

But…
I know…
I must forget him.........not


Monday, August 16, 2004

wat's the color of ur dreams?

May it be blue,green,red,yellow,pink, or black & white..what actually is the color of ur dreams? OR should i ask...did u ever realize on the colors of ur dreams u had before?

Well....i came across this question on a survey in friendster bulletin board, asking me:" do u dream in color or black & white?"oooh....dat's quite a tough question for me to answer, as i really not sure of the colors of my dream...i didnt even realize it though!

So with dat question in mind,i have named my blog ~
colors of the dreams....

let's get started by sharing the colors of our dreams...be it black&white, or colorful ones...

yello~

yo!say hello!...to the colors of the dreams...^_^